
In 1991 I qualified for the solo division of the Race Across AMerica (RAAM) by riding 553.4 miles non-stop in 35:19. For those unfamiliar with RAAM, it is a 3000 mile non-stop bicycle race, from the west to the east coast with winners finishing in less than 9 days. I had intended to ride RAAM the following year but lost my job and delayed my RAAM until 1995 when I toed the line in Irvine, CA with the help of friends and family to take part in one of the toughest events in the world.
I did not finish RAAM, instead dropping out with dehydration. I was not alone that year as over 50% of the field failed to finish the 1995 race.
RAAM is hard.
At this point in my own personal practice I find myself at a crossroads, a bit lost and unsure of which direction I wish to follow. The explosion of social media has allowed the emergence and self-proclamations of FBxperts (Facebook Experts) and FBero’s (Face Heros) and until recently I felt riding off into the distance a wise choice.
Life, at times, is hard.
Over the past months I have become friends with Jim Gourley and our exchanges have allowed me to cultivate a friendship but also a great amount of respect for him as an individual, the sum of the parts that make him who he is. As a veteran of our armed services he has been dealt and worked with “hard” in ways I cannot imagine yet I am able to understand and appreciate how he has worked at dealing with “hard” along his own personal path as I have worked with “hard” over the past few years.
In my practice of dealing with “hard” our project The Crucible was born. Many think The Crucible is just about lifting chains, stones and hitting tires with sledgehammers (and there are times it is just about that) but ultimately, for me, The Crucible is about testing my own self beliefs and being the change within the community I wish to see.
In a recent handwritten letter to me Jim asked “How do you measure the strength of a relationship or the power of love? What makes soldiers believe they are a band of brothers’ or Ultraman competitors to think of themselves as family?” He continues on to note that is often the manner in which we choose to use our time that determines our course and our development of not only our Self but our community.
In a few days Jim will be riding with Team Red White and Blue in the 4 person team division of RAAM to raise funds for and the awareness of our veterans who have returned home after serving our country and now can use our help. Clar and I have donated to Jim’s ride as have others and I hope you might take a moment to look at the link here http://www.firstgiving.com/fundraiser/jim-gourley/manitude and donate as well.
After Jim gets off his bike and in the months ahead I will be working with Jim and Team Red White and Blue as an advocate for Team RWB, opening The Crucible to the veterans as Jim suggested to me in his letter and encouraging other members of The Gorilla Nation as well to join me in being the change we wish to see in our community.
Find your crucible!